Three years ago, I walked out of Tim Kreider’s house with a 300-page, typed manuscript and a large box of letters he had received from people in the community who had wanted him to know he was not alone. We whittled the 80,000-word manuscript down to about 45,000 words, then added scenes, rewrote large sections, revised, added some more, and finally ended up at around 60,000 words, or 200 pages.
There were drafts that lay dormant for months, when Tim needed a break from the story of his own life. There were chapters too difficult to focus on, so we put them to the side until later. There were long nights spent across a tape recorder, nights when a bottle of wine slowly emptied, nights when we sat in silence as the reality of his life hung around us like a cloud.
There are images from the story I will never forget: the brutal crime scene; the day Tim found out his son had been committed to a psychiatric facility; the confession. There are things Tim has said that will never leave me, none more powerful than the questions he asks about making the long walk through the prison to see Alec, and what it will be like to make that walk when he is an old man. Questions like, “Who will visit Alec in prison after I’m gone?”
There were joyful nights, too. Finishing the manuscript. Choosing a cover photo. Holding the proof copies in our hands and hoping, hoping, hoping that somehow the painful retelling of this story would make a difference, change the trajectory of a life, prevent the unthinkable from happening again. There were the early reviews, the first hints of people who were being changed by Tim’s story.
There was the realization that Maile and I had become life-long friends with this couple, Tim and Lynn, simply through the shared mission of trying to retell a story.
Three years ago we started on this road. And it all comes to fruition tomorrow, when we unpack boxes of books and sit behind a table at Aaron’s Books, an independent book seller in Lititz, PA. It’s been a long time coming. It’s been a long journey. So here we are.
Many of you have asked, “How can we help?” If you’d like, you can buy the book. The different options for doing that are HERE. I also wrote a blog post not that long ago entitled, “20 Free Ways to Help Your Writer-Friend Survive the Writing Life.” So if you’d like to help but don’t want to spend any money, you can check that out HERE. You can invite Tim to speak at your church, library, business, or other organization. You can buy 500 copies and give one to each of your Facebook friends. There are all kinds of ways to help.
Finally, Tim and I would love to see you at Aaron’s Books tomorrow anytime from 12 to 2pm. Thanks so much for all your help on this incredible journey. I hope you read the book, and I hope it gives you a different perspective on life, gives you a glance into what Tim has been through, and, most importantly, gives you hope that no matter what you’re currently going through, you don’t have to drown in the circumstances. You can find hope.
8 Replies to “Tomorrow is the Day That’s Been Three Years in the Making”
Congrats on the completion am going to get mine now and get the word out.
I wish I could make it out tomorrow, but low funds me I can’t afford to buy a book until tax return comes back. Just know all the blog posts and also-me Facebook page are truly inspiring and help me not feel like the world is crushing me to pieces.
Thank you, Tommy. Glad the blog posts and FB stuff can be an encouragement.
Congratulations, Shawn! So proud of you for sticking to it through the hard time and not giving up. Tenacity and perseverance is a wonderful trait, and it seems that trait of yours keeps showing up in the lives of those you help to tell their story. Looking forward to hearing Tim and you next Sunday!!
I waited in line to buy your book. I spoke to you about writing and that I was a teacher in manheim township. Thank you for writing this story. I finished the book and was left feeling hopeful for the kreiders and even Alec. There was so much emotion around this event in the community,, at school and In all of our hearts that teach. That May I was healing from the loss of a 34 year marriage and not sure I could go on. But each day I did and this tragedy set fear in me who never lived alone before. So sad for all involved. Thanks to both mr. Kreiders and you for creating this book as a light to those who are in darkness.
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